I know most of you won't really care or read this, but I felt like I would attempt to let some people see bits of who I am but doing this survey thing my sister showed me (sorry its so long!). Just like her, I'm probably going to be a little too honest with this...
Is the last person you kissed yours?
Are you going to get hurt by a girl/guy anytime soon?
Who's in your text inbox?
-A lot of people. I don't delete them.
Do you think you will be married by the time you're 25?
What color are your eyes?
Who did you last ride in the car with under the age of 20?
-My boyfriend Greg
Are you currently looking forward to tomorrow?
-Yes, I get to see my boyfriend
Name something you dislike about the day you're having:
-I had an appointment with my psychologist today, and seeing him always makes me agitated and confused and second guessing myself and my actions.
Did you sleep alone last night?
Is there anything in your room that reminds you of past memories?
-But of course. Some good, some bad, but they are all just a part of me.
Were you single on your last birthday?
-No, but I broke up with the guy I was in a relationship with during that time.
Have you ever been awake for 2 days straight?
-No, I could only manage a day and a half, and those were because I was at the hospital for my sister.
Can you commit to one person and one person only?
-Yes. I would never cheat. I've been cheated on a few times before, and it hurts. I would never want to inflict that type of pain on anyone.
-Ever really cried your heart out?
So many times I'm surprised I even have a heart left.
What are you listening to right now?
-'Cold' by Emilie Autumn
What was the first thing you did when you opened your eyes today?
-Text my boyfriend back
Do you believe ex's can be just friends?
-Yes. I've managed to stay friends with three of my ex's. Wasn't easy at first, but we managed.
Would you rather be 10 years older or 10 years younger?
Are you scared of spiders?
-YESSSS. I'm afraid of bugs in general.
Are you currently frustrated with a boy or girl?
Have you been under the influence of alcohol in Mexico?
-Never been to Mexico and was never under the influence. Never drank or smoked anything.
How late did you stay up last night?
How's your life lately?
-Chaotic, confusing, dysfunctional, but still managing to survive.
How was your weekend?
-Interesting. I managed to get both my parents and my sister to be disappointed in me because they think I spend too much time with my friends and boyfriend and not enough time with my sister.
Do you think it's cute when someone kisses your forehead?
Where are you?
-In my living room, in front of the computer, as always.
Think back to this time last year, were you happy?
-Yes. I was still in school and got to see my amazing friends every day.
Why do you hate the person you hate the most?
-There are a few people that I honest and truly hate. They are all the assholes that used to bully and hurt me or they messed with my friends or family.
Has anyone told you they don't want to ever lose you?
-Yeah. Then he cheated on me. With a girl that has the same first name as me.
What were you doing right before this?
-Playing on an MMORPG website.
Are you afraid to grow up?
-I'm afraid of life and death. I'm so screwed.
Would you rather spend Friday night at a concert or a party?
-Concert, if it involves any of the bands I like.
Would you be shocked if the last person you kissed texted you right now?
-No, although he is supposed to be sleeping.
What did you do last night?
-Hung out with my boyfriend, and then came home and hung out with my sister.
Do you think you can last in a relationship for 3 months?
-I lasted 3 years in a long distance relationship without ever meeting the guy. But I hope that my current boyfriend and I can last 3 months. But if we don't its probably my fault. I suck at relationships.
What's something you can't wait for?
-I... I don't know... Well, that's depressing...
Are you tan?
-Yes. And its NATURAL! I'm Greek, so my skin is kinda dark to begin with, but with summer just ending, I got pretty tan from BEING OUT IN THE NATURAL SUN! (Can you tell I don't really like when people get a fake tan?)
Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
-Depends on the person and certain circumstances.
Was there anyone who "made your day"?
-Today? No. In the past, yeah. I think...
Last person you hugged?
Name something you would not tolerate in a relationship?
-No respect, lies, cheating, abuse of any kind.
Does the last person who put their arm around you mean anything to you?
-I don't know yet. They probably do, considering it was my boyfriend, but we just started dating, so its still too soon for me to tell.
Do you think you will be in a relationship in 3 years?
-I don't know.
Could you go a whole year without cursing?
Have you cuddled with someone you weren't dating?
Are you happy with the way things are going?
-I don't know. I'm so confused. My emotions are all out of whack and I don't know what I'm feeling towards who.
How's your love life?
-Ahhhhhhhhh! Just got out of a relationship with this one guy I was with for over 3 years, just to find out he was cheating on me the last two months we were together. Then I was almost in a relationship with another guy, but he didn't want anything serious. And now I'm dating Greg.
Who was the last person who called you?
-My friend Vicky, although it was from our friend Breanna's phone. But I talked to them both.
Your last ex needs you at 3am and you have a way to their house, would you go?
-Honestly, I don't know. I would want to, but since he lives over 750 miles away, anything could happen by the time I get there, so I would probably tell him to call his current girlfriend, that is, if she isn't the problem.
Do you know a guy named David?
Have you ever kissed someone with braces?
What do you want for your birthday?
-Nothing. What I want, no one could ever give it to me.
Can money buy happiness?
-It can buy you a damn good therapist.
Do you think you'll have the same boyfriend/girlfriend a year from now?
-I don't know. I suck at relationships, so I don't know how long this will last. Plus, I don't like to get my hopes up, so that way I'm not too upset when things don't work out in my favor or exactly how I want them. Thinking like that has protected me many times in my life.
Will you be single on Valentine's Day?
-Maybe. Like I've been saying, I don't know how things will work out between Greg and I. I'm just lucky to have a relationship that isn't long distance. Guys never really show interest in me, so it's a bit of a surprise whenever they do.
Have you smoked a cigarette today?
-Nope. Never have, never will.
Are you dating anyone?
Has anyone ever called you perfect before?
-Yeah, but there's no such thing as perfection.
How's your hair looking?
-Like it always does. A little frizzy and wavy and choppy. But I don't mind it at all. It gives me a bit of an edge, in my opinion.
Anyone you would like to get things straight with?
Do you have someone who you can be your complete self around?
-Yes. Unfortunately. There's a lot of things that I don't want people to see.
Would you rather your partner have gorgeous eyes or a gorgeous smile?
Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
-I don't know. Maybe, maybe not.
Have you ever dated someone just because of their looks?
-Yes. And it was a disaster
He was such a jerk.
How many people do you trust fully?
-None. Not even myself.
How do you handle a rainy day?
-I used to run around and play in it. Now, I do that occasionally, but most of the time, I sit at my window and watch it.
Are you happy right now?
-Again, I don't know, which is kinda sad. Which kinda answers the question... MOVING ON!
Do you miss the way things used to be?
What's on your schedule for tomorrow?
-Shower, eat, computer, music, Greg, possibly my sister, sleep.
What should you be doing right now?
Who are you talking to online?
-I don't talk to anyone.
How many times have you kissed the last person you kissed?
-About 5 or 6 times.
How would your parents react if you got a tattoo?
-My mom doesn't really seem to care anymore, as long as it won't interfere with whatever I decide as my career. My dad might kill me, although his two oldest daughters have tattoos ( I have 3 older sister)
Think back to July 2009, were you single? If not then who were you with?
-Yes, I was single.
Have you ever fallen asleep with the last person you kissed?
Do you still talk to the person you were dating 6 months ago?
-Yes. Just last night. I needed clarification on why he cheated, and I tried to convince him to stop caring about me. Didn't work.
Well, if anyone stuck this out til the end, I'm sorry if I tortured you with this. And please, feel free to comment if you would like to say something. And also feel free to re-post this in your own journal and fill it in with your own answers.